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Jeremy Fink and the Meaning of Life by Wendy Mass

“An old man is teaching his grandson about life. ‘A fight is going on inside me,’ he said to the boy. ‘It is a terrible fight, and it is between two wolves. One wolf is evil. He is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other wolf is good. He is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. This same fight is going on inside you—and inside every other person, too.’

“The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather, ‘Which wolf will win?’

“The old man replied simply, ‘The one you feed.’

“Even as children, we have the power to create our own lives. We choose which wolf to feed, and this creates who we become, how we see the world, what we do with the brief amount of time allotted to us. From my 13th birthday forward, I basically grew up with a deadline over my head. I thought, what if this woman was right? If I only had 40 years, how many more times would I eat chocolate cake? (Turned out to be a LOT.) How many more times would I see a sunrise over a beach? Four or five? How many more times will I listen to jazz? Ten times? A hundred? How many more times will I hug my son good night?

“I made sure to pay attention to everything I was doing. To be fully in the moment. Because that’s all life is, really, a string of moments that you knot together and carry with you. Hopefully most of those moments are wonderful, but of course they won’t all be. The trick is to recognize an important one when it happens. Even if you share the moment with someone else, it is still yours. Your string is different from anyone else’s. It is something no one can ever take away from you. It will protect you and guide you, because it IS you.

“What matters is holding tight to that string, and not letting anyone tell us our goals aren’t big enough or our interests are silly. But the voices of others aren’t the only ones we need to worry about. We tend to be our own worst critics. Ralph Waldo Emerson wrote: ‘Most of the shadows in this life are cause by our standing in our own sunshine.’ I found that quote on a scrap of paper stuck to the back of that mongo grandfather clock. (I wonder if your mother finally got rid of that thing as she always threatened!) Wisdom is found in the least expected places. Always keep your eyes open. Don’t block your own sunshine. Be filled with wonder.”

Jeremy Fink and the Meaning of Life by Wendy Mass

100 Classic Hikes in Northern California by John R. Soares and Marc J. Soares

Well folks, things are winding down around here. Monday is my birthday, and it also marks the one year anniversary of Renee’s Book of the Day. When I began this blog, I told myself that I would stick with it for a year and see what happened. I had no idea what to expect out of either the blog or myself.

I have to say, I have been pleasantly surprised along the way by my own thoughts (every once in a while), the online community I discovered, and the serendipitous crossing of paths precipitated by posts on my blog. I met new friends, reconnected with old ones, and even had some authors pop in to say hello. It’s been a great journey.

At the same time, however, I never felt the love of blogging that others have written about. Many have said that they miss it when they’re away, or that it is a soothing and/or invigorating part of their daily rituals. To me, it was hard work. The payoff was great, but it still felt like a daily chore.

So June 4th will be the last official day of my blogging year. I have no idea what I’m going to do next. I may migrate my blog to another domain (I promise to keep you updated). I may try a broader approach to my blogging topics. I may stop blogging entirely. Who knows?

Though I’m sad to see Renee’s Book of the Day come to an end, I’m exciting at the possibilities for What to Do Next. Instead of blogging for a few hours each day, I might take a writing class. I may do some more music writing or volunteer somewhere. Maybe I’ll read more.

One thing is for sure, I’ll be hiking more over the next few months. We’re still training for Mt. Whitney in August, so we have hiking plans almost every weekend. We used 100 Classic Hikes in Northern California by John R. Soares and Marc J. Soares as a reference last weekend and found the most amazing area on the way to Lake Tahoe, where there are campgrounds, lakes, and trails up the alpine hillside. We live smack in the middle of the area this book covers, and every hike looks amazing. I can’t wait to try more.

100 Classic Hikes in Northern California by John R. Soares and Marc J. Soares